Noise and energy pollution
Went hiking today by Lemon Dam, it is so beautiful there. I just needed some personal time to think and to reconnect with the quiet place inside of me. It was so refreshing.
I think between phill and my dad I am drowning in male energy. Not that I really desire to be surrounded by women, but my own energy is getting lost in the chaos of testosterone.
Most of my good female friends are so far away now and it is very selfish of me, but it is hard when they all have families and kids and stuff. I am trying to focus on being an open conduit for love and tranquility to flow through. My space is polluted by a constant audio stream of video game noises and war games on the TV . All of my cards lately have told me to seek silence and peace, I need to work harder at finding them inside of me and blocking out the background noise.
